Poetry

~I didn’t know your name  but it kills me all the same~ 🖤  a life gone too fast dreams that didn’t get a chance  cut violently short by a killer with a gun 🖤 empty desks half written papers water flasks overturned pencils askew 🖤 in the cafeteria a cheese sandwich left unfinished milk growing…

The dream fades a lil’ more with each passing day seeming more ridiculous more far fetched more far away… ~~~ drowning in the responsibilities and mundane tasks  of adult existence  exhaustion is my new best friend not the dreams I once had ~~~ but sparks of creativity  keep forcing themselves through the ashes that linger…

I feel like crying but no tears will come out I’ve become so numb to the pain of this world and the agony in my own heart. ~~~ I turn up the music with loud, pounding drums and screaming guitars until it’s pulsing  through my head ‘til my thoughts  are drowned out because it hurts…